pretty legit student paranoia

People think I'm overreacting, being too pessimistic, being ridiculous.
But honestly, really...
It is really possible for me to fail.
It's a bit frustrating how people think i'm talking nonsense..
But I'm not.
I'm not smart, I just work hard.
And I did work hard on this one, guess it just wasn't enough.
I'm not one of those who freak out and yun pala more than passing naman.
When I freak out about something like this, most of the time...
It's pretty legit.
So spare me the flattery, I'm starting to condition myself of this possibility.
This is beyond will power, because it's done.
Hoping for a miracle.